Sunday, April 13, 2008

She Loves Me - Black Lab.

I'm locked in my own hell. Everything fell apart the moment I decided to be weak and I didn't have to strength to get back up. My demons came running back. My temper took control because you messed with the only good thing I have felt anymore. Don't you dare try messing that up for me.

You can say shit about him, you can hate him but it's your own fault. You make me hate me, you say I do everything wrong, you make me feel like I'm never going to be able to help again, you kicked me out. I won't lie I have problems, I have flaws but for some goddamn reason he still loves me. You better thank him because every time I think it was all a lie, every time I think you never loved me, that all you wanted was to use me. He says different, he defends you.

She Loves Me was on repeat November 4th and now it is again. But this time I won't get ripped apart. This time I'll put all my destruction right in my reach. This time I'll feel all my pain and won't stop it. This time for Del, I'll stay alive.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Tory. He doesn't hate David anymore. They are actually kind of friends.

Anonymous said...

Haha, he might THINK they're friends.

Anonymous said...

yeah im pretty sure that David has little or no repect for him