I should be working on my AP but I need a break before I lost my mind and start breaking things. I'm trying to manage I'm trying to hold it together but right now I just want to vent everything out, I want to complain, I want to cry and I want someone to give me the biggest hug ever. I know I'm in a rut when I can't talk to Max or Del. I need to vent about them well not them...but it involves them. So where do I turn? Who do I run to?
Sighs life is complicated.
I spend way too much time awake now. Doesn't that sound weird? Yeah it did. Oh well.
Grr my bed smells like him. Fuck now I'm going to have to sit/sleep in the tub. Well maybe the chair if I wasn't so lazy to clean up my room. Which is completely driving me crazy because I hate when my room gets really messy. Wait maybe it's only the hoodie...hmmm I don't know. Whatever it's not like it's going to make me stop thinking about it.
"Tory looks pissed."
"No she really isn't."
P.S I was really pissed and it was at you dumbass. Yes I can be mad at you.
So 48 oz of coffee, laying down, and being on the computer equals horrible tremors for Tory. I swear I blame all of this on those god damn meds. Fuck pills. Now I'm going to get a horrible headache from it. Well maybe I should walk away from the computer for a little because it's only getting worse and I can't make it stop like I usually can.
Fuck everything.
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