Monday, April 14, 2008

Maybe I'm Just Lucky Cause It's Hard To Believe That Someone Like You Would End Up With Someone Like Me.

I was looking for some kinda support. Something to pick me up from this fall. Where else to turn but to the wall. I was reading through when my eyes caught this and I started crying. I forgot that you actually told me I was amazing and that you cared about me. I feel so completely loved right now. I finally understood why you got so upset with me. I'm sorry I ever hurt you that badly.

"well at least we still have each other"
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WOOOO! hell yes. And your approval of my bf will deff mean something to me."
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haha. i probably wont approve of anyone."
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probably"
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no dude's good enough"
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well that makes me feel good about myself but nobody in high school wants me so i'm probably single for the rest of it."
"no one wants you that you know of"
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yea maybe"
"haha"
"you're kind of intimidating"
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yea i know. i try not to be but it doesn't work so i gave up"
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yea, i dont really help that. when you're seen with me cause i give death glares to people."
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haha, i seem to do that a lot now or thats what everyone says"
"yea well, did you notice that when me and you talk in the halls or something, no one comes over unless they are positive i wont kill them"
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i don't mind, sometimes i like people staying the fuck away"
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well im the king of that"
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one of the reason i love you"
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one of the reasons i love myself.....its kind of nice not ever having to deal with people. But is it weird for you knowing how nice i am to you and other people calling me a jackass or being scared of me?"
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nope cause it's there lose for not knowing you"
"i guess so"
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it is"
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well im glad i know you"
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yay! that makes me feel good"
"you are one of few"
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i know thats what makes me feel even cooler"
"haha. yea, with other people you might just be one of there friends, but with me my friends always mean something to me"
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i feel so special and slightly at a lose for words"
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awesome"
"and that doesn't happen a lot"
"you didnt realize that? i dont have many friends because i save that connection for people that i really think are amazing"
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damn it...there ya go making me lose my words again. i'm glad someone thinks i'm amazing"
"you know i do. i wouldnt give you this side of me if you werent"
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well now i feel pretty amazing"
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i think that you should. i dont give myself to everyone, just so i can save it to give to the people i really care about"
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and it makes me so happy to know that i get to have that"
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and you do, so enjoy"

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