Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Why Do You Cut Yourself - To Feel It.

My head is stuffed. My eyes is blocked. I think I'm getting really sick but bah! Thats what I have to say to you sickness.

I'm still freakishly happy but then again I haven't gone to school. Grrr school. I didn't finish all my homework last night even though I actually tried to do all of it this time. But whatever! School is just school I know I should care more but right now I'm just caring about being here and surviving and thats a hard thing for me. But for the first time in a long time I think I'm getting it. :)

I really wish I could give back all you've given me. I don't even know if you see it and thats what makes this so much weirder. I have yet to figure out why you help the way you do. There are reasons that everyone has the feeling in them. Sometimes it just only comes out for different people or then there is me who fights every day for everyone but myself.

EAR ACHE! PAIN OF DEATH!!
Okay now that I got that out...nope that didn't help at all.

Well I should go finish some homework and maybe eat some breakfast since I only ate lunch yesterday and didn't even notice. I'm such a silly girl. :)

Love!

P.S It's been a month. Do you miss me yet?

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