We End Up Hurting The Worst, The Only Ones We Really Love.

So life is kind of hard to enjoy right now because I just have the 28th lingering in the back on my head. But like my mom says I should let it get to me too much but she understands that's its hard for me to stop it. So I just try to keep myself moving and distracted.

Friday I asked for my ring back but I'm not sure if I'm actually going to get it. Though I really hope I do because it would be nice for even the smallest things to go right in life.

Today I was in a crappy mood because I didn't sleep well at all last night. I had to pick up David and then when I got home my stomach started to do weird things and I threw up. Then I couldn't sleep peacefully for the rest of the night. Blah. Anyways then my mom dragged me to our old church which didn't put me in a good mood. I never liked that church or the people at it but whatever. At least my mom and I are getting along better. I finished, well almost, power washing the deck. I would have finished but I hit my toe and almost broke the skin so I decided it was time to stop. Abby came over and had dinner with my family and I got a blizzard afterwards which was delicious even though Abby tried to kill me with the door at DQ. Though after I got hit with the door I just started hysterically laughing because all I could think in my head was "My day would be so crappy that I'd get hit with a door."

I have more to say but am too sleepy to type. Time for bed.

And You'll See Me Waiting For You On Our Corner Of The Street.

So I'm bored in Government and avoiding finishing up the loose ends of the project. Alex keeps hovering and it's so annoying! Yeah I just wrote that for him so maybe he'd stop.

I had something really profound I thought about writing the other night when I was laying in bed but of course since I wasn't near anything to write it down, I've completely forgotten what it was about.

Everyone keeps comment more on the rings I wear and asking questions about them though they are the same rings that I have almost always worn in high school. Except now I wear two different ones though I really do miss my three piece ring though I don't even think Zach has it anymore. Wonder if I should ask for that back...hmm.

Last night I was attempting, being the key word there, to do jumping stunts outside since the studio ceiling are not high enough for me to do most jumping. But all the grass around the area is on hills and the only kind of flat spot of asphalt and I didn't have any shoes on...lets just say my knees felt a lot of shock. I thought they would hurt more this morning but they just feel stiff which I guess is a good thing.

I feel like today is a boring day and am not looking forward to the essays in English.

Left to do today:
-Finish school
-Work on choregraphy
-Enjoy the weather
-Go to work (Remember to ask out for the 28th)
-Go to ballet
-Possibly go to the gym
-Try and do homework
-Pass out

Okay that list just reminded me that I have no life or friends. Yay me!

Cause You Know That I Can Make You Believe In Love And Sex And Magic.

So I'm being attempting to write a post for like days but either a. haven't had the motivation or b. have nothing to say. So basically this post is a little bit of a lame post.

Break started off terribly with getting no sleep and having epically failed at shopping for a dress. Which of course then reminded me of how much I really don't want to go to prom. But I've finally called the big sisters in on help for getting a dress so that should actually make something happen. But who knows.

I threw out the whole senior piece I had choreographed. Isn't that just a grand idea! I just started to really hate it and the song just wasn't working for me anymore. So I've changed songs, Never Think by Robert Pattinson. Yes it's the song from Twilight. But I think it going to fit better with the idea I have for the dance in my head. I've asked Bernie to help me on the choreography of the piece which should actually help a lot. Because I have always respected the way Bernie moves and like how her and I move similarly. But it still frustrates me. This is my last piece and it has to be completely perfect and I'm epically failing at that. *grumble*

Yesterday was the only good day of spring break so far. Though I did absolutely nothing and then proceeded to do more of nothing except with best friend. Seriously it was bizarre.

And Your Face Turns Blush Red As You Scream For Forgiveness.

So I realized that I haven't posted in a while and Ellen made the comment how people don't only have to blog when they aren't happy. So here is a "nothing is that bad" kinda of post. I'm guessing.

Spring Break is fast approaching though seriously it isn't getting here fast enough. This week has been so long and what's with teachers giving out so much work before hand, not even including the work we get that we have to do over break. I'm not actually sure what I'm even going to do for spring break besides sit around probably getting really bored. Hmmm gotta figure out how to keep myself occupied.

Prom...yeah not getting into that right now. Hahaha.

Tomorrow is supposed to be Junior/Senior Potluck Friday which of course only that class would do because I don't think any other teacher besides Mrs. Logan would allow it. I'm not sure what I'm going to make but it should probably be something delicious. Brownies? I gotta think this one over.

I'm obsessed with the new New Found Glory CD. If you like them and didn't know they put a out a new CD you should probably check it out. It's one of those front to back kind of CDs (meaning that you can listen to the whole thing from start to finish without skipping a single song) which I haven't found one in a really long time.

Kind of a lame post. Oh well. Time for school.