Lie To Yourself Enough And It Becomes Reality.

Yep so I haven't posted in forever and I'm not quite sure why. I guess haven't had much to say.

I'm realized while being home that I'm extremely weird sometimes. I have come to realize that I handle change terrible in my life. Yea I know a lot of people say they don't like change but I'm one of those people that my life has so much repetitious that when something changes it I tend to freak out. I noticed this especially at night when I'm trying to sleep. At school I have a pattern and an extra person in my room every night when I come home I don't have that so that already makes sleeping hard. I also learned last night that if I break from the pattern I can't sleep...wow that makes me feel crazy. Oh well.

It's almost time for Christmas which is going to be all kinds of crazy in my household for many different reasons. And then comes yet another New Years which makes me feel kind of old. I'm not sure I'm ready to turn 20...well not like I can stop it so I'll deal.

Break has been interesting and relaxing at the same time. I have enjoyed not having massive amount of art projects to do. Though I'm not sure I've spent enough seeing friends but at the same time I'm enjoying alone time and not having to be around people.

Well it's Christmas Eve which means I should go make some Bran Muffins.