Trust In Me, I'm Just Trying To Keep This Together Cause I Could Do Worse And You Could Do Better.

After lots of yelling, frustration, apologies, an explanation, a frosty, and a hat things are finally back to normal. Or whatever normal is. I still have days were I want to quit and punch him in the face but recently I've been able to breathe.

Friday, Nene and I were in the weirdest/happiest moods either of us have been in a long time. We drove around, blasting music and screaming at every person we felt like. Though I learned head banging and driving is probably a really bad combination. Then we made tattoo appointments which the lovely Nene offered to pay for mine. Which was the only way that my mom was okay with me getting it. I told mom though that I wasn't going to be getting another one till the end of the summer which she didn't really say anything about. So I guess that's a good thing.

It feels really good to hear someone tell you that they are never going to leave you and they give soild proof of it. Instead of just being another person who says that bullshit line of "I promise I'll never leave you." Then the world falls apart around you and they peace out because it's too hard for them to manage. I honestly never allow myself to believe people when they say that but this once which maybe it's a mistake and maybe it isn't.
"I've been here for 4 years. Why would I suddenly leave you now?"

Ugh got a nasty stomach ache need to get rid of that.