Not a very good picture but I tried.

Life is once again on the down spiral but at least it's not my life so once. Okay that sounded mean and terrible. Nene's world is slightly being crushed and I'm trying as hard as I can to support and love her through it when honestly it's hard not to just yell at her because of my frustrations. I know exactly what she needs to do and how she can fix things and start to feel better but it does not matter because she is not going to hear a word I'm saying or try to fix anything until she feels ready. So for now I just have to sit by and hold her when she cries, feed her comfort food, let her sleep all day in my bed, and hide her phone.

Besides that I'm stressed but I've learned that's completely normal this time of year and just have gotten used to the never sleeping. I don't think I ever found myself this happy and sad and torn in so many directions at once but for some reason I'm finding comfort in it. Like there is always enough busy work, or distraction going on that I don't have to sit around and just ponder upon things.

Nene's passed out in my bed and I'm about to fall asleep on my computer. I should probably go find something to keep myself awake or go lay down in Sean's bed.