I Miss The Long Drives, The Car Rides, The Bad Fights, The Good Times.

"I wish I had the right words to say."
"Tory I don't except you to say anything. I just need to talk."
I forgot how nice it is to be needed even if it's just for talking to.
"I'm so fucked up."
"And that's why I love you."

So here is a, long over due, update.

Dance:
Dance is going pretty good. Surprisingly last night was a lot of fun. Supa-M walked into the office and I was crying which I thought would be weird but wasn't at all. She made me laugh a little and then laugh really hard when I was staring off while everyone talked and she was like "Tory! Stop thinking about him or I'm going to throw my phone at your face." Everyone started cracking up. I nailed 16 fuete turns perfectly on the right. But now "Mom" has banned me from doing then on the right and I have to solely do the left. Damn. Oh well. I got a bunch of new dance clothes which nobody would think to be exciting but it is super fun. I have new leotards and fun leg warmers. But over all dance is good.

Work:
Nothing very exciting to update on the work front except I have to ask when I get paided soon because I'm seriously running out of money.

Life:
Kana and my Boo were talking at lunch and then started whispering how about me which I quickly picked up on. Boo decided that he is worried about me because I'm getting my heart broken over and over again which I tried to kind of shrug off but it's exactly what is happening everyday. I'm not asking for anyone to feel bad for me because honestly it's my own fault for getting stuck into this situtation. Oh well.
"I try to watch at lunch and if I see him come out when you're there because then I feel like I need to save you."

And if anyone is wondering, yes I skipped school today. Why? Because I honestly just felt like I needed a 3 day weekend. Way too much crying and not enough time focusing on myself. So today is all about cleaning, me, and maybe going to work.

Music:
I'm completely obbessed right now with Every Avenue and Incubus. Seriously anyone who reads this needs to check them out. If you look up Every Avenue check out the songs, A Story To Tell Your Friends (Good up beat still hung up over the person song...aka story of my life.), Think Of You Later (A missing person kind of song), Where Were You (Up beat kind of fuck you for not being there when I needed you.), Between You And I (Slow/depressing break up kind of song). Now I know most of you either have heard of Incubus and either like them or dislike them (aka Kana) but check out the song Diamonds And Coal, Oil And Water, and Dig. Which by far Dig is an amazing song.

I think that's all for now.