Sometimes Solutions Aren't So Simple.

This is going to be a total rant and will probably be completely spacey and probably boring.
Sip.

I spent the whole day cleaning like such a total freak which was interesting. I don't know keep me from feeling depressed since I do really bad with snowy weather. I sat in front of my lamp a lot today which I guess kind of helped but kind of just made me feel really stupid. I was okay with one snow day but two is just too much for me. I don't know...
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My jaw feels really funny. Like it's locked or just really tight. Yeah everyone make as many "that's what she said jokes as you want" though it's not like that at all.
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I'm terrified about having surgery soon. I don't know why. Like I'm really excited about how nice my smile will be afterward but the whole having to go under thing just...I just don't handle it well. I might have to go to the hospital to get it done too which let me tell you just scares the shit out of me. I'm wondering if Del would go with me when I get my surgery. I mean he probably would if I asked and explained...but then again the whole explanation part would just suck ass. Eh I'll worry about it later.
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I had to break the ice off my car today with my hand. And of course managed to hurt myself. Only me, seriously I wonder about myself sometimes. My car just kind of slide around on a lot of roads. It was kind of interesting.
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I haven't slept in days. Ever since I wrote that blog post about them every time I sleep I dream of both of them. It's starting to drive me crazy. I would like one night of peace for the love of all that is holy. Whatever...
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I couldn't fit all my clothes into my closet and it made me cry. If I knew why it did, honestly I would tell you but I haven't figured that one out yet. Maybe I'm just completely fucked in the head. Who knows...
Sip...empty.

Guess that means bed time.