Cause Something Changed, You Were Acting So Strange And It's Taken Its Token On Me.

Ever find a song that's just so perfect. Literally down to the "t" of how you have recently been feeling. That's how I feel about Without You by Hinder. I'm not really a fan of Hinder but I really like the lyrics of this song.

I have been doing a lot of thinking this weekend about past relationships I have had. Every time I tried distracting myself some way Seth and Zach would find a way to slip back into my head. Whether it was a memory that made me happy or sad and suddenly I began to wonder why this was happening, because it's been awhile since I have thought about either one of them. So I let me mind go and tried to see where it would lead me. But at first I found nothing then this song came slipping into my head, Without you, I live it up a little more everyday, so I stopped and looked up the rest of the lyrics. Then (yeah this will sound stupid) suddenly everything seemed to make sense. The way I had been acting, the way I have been thinking, it's quite simple...I'm finally okay.
I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked in the end.
When I walked you walk away, Well I'd never thought I'd say...I'm fine without you.

I've found my own footing. I'm no longer scared to be alone. I can be me without anyone.
And even better...I love myself.
I think I'm the most amazing girl ever. All those words that Esme and Del say finally feel real.
I think I'm beautiful. I think I can achieve whatever I try.

I finally feel...just feel...whole.
And it feel so completely amazing.

And I cannot wait to be able to tell you that I finally see myself the way you do. And how I cannot believe that you always saw this girl even when nobody else could.