Thursday, January 29, 2009

And Put, Put, Put, Your Heart Where Your Mouth Is.

These are the real things I wish I wrote in that "25 things".

1. I worry about my weight more then people actually know. I'm constantly standing on a scale.

2. I really think I found my other half and I worry about losing him.

3. I hate spending a lot hours alone.

4. I feel the most betrayed when I think how my old "best friend" picked my ex over me.

5. In my senior year I've become super close to the most amazing friends.

6. I think a lot less of myself than I probably should.

7. My knees are so bad this year because I've been pushing myself harder then I ever have just to prove two people wrong. And I will prove them wrong.

8. I've lost so much weight recently that I can fit into a pair of jeans I bought at the beginning of freshman year, they are actually kind of big.

9. I truly been in love twice...then they both broke my heart.

10. My first tattoo is going to be a big moment in my life and I cannot wait. But I don't want to have to explain it's meaning to other people so nobody will probably see it.

11. Nothing scares me more than sleeping.

12. I have absolutely no confidence in myself though I act like I have so much.

13. Whenever it comes down to someone having to pick between me and another person, the other person always wins. No matter what I do.

14. I cry no matter what emotion I'm feeling. If I'm mad, sad, happy, it's the only way I know how to express them.

1 comment:

Feather Rocketship said...

14. I'm largely the same way. I don't know what it is, but all emotions, if they're strong enough, end in tears for me.