Saturday, November 29, 2008

Don't Tell Me If I'm Dying, 'Cause I Don't Wanna Know.

I have completely found my other half and I could go without seeing him for awhile because the last two days have been the best days of my life. Friday Del met up with me and Esme while we were shopping and tagged along with us. Of course there was lots of laughing and the, oh so amazing, game of find the ugliest sweater. Which Esme totally kicked our asses at. Then we all parted ways. Night rolled around and some how Del ended up back in my car. The Musketeers took a short ride, where more laughter continued for awhile.

Then today began. I should have spent the whole day working on homework and my art portfolio but that was quickly changed with a small phone call. "Hey, you busy?"
"Nope."
"Great. Can you take me to Wal-mart in a little bit?"
"Yeah sure."
I forgot to ask why then remembered that Del has that eye infection again, like he got two summers ago. I picked him up and we drove to Rite-Aid and Wal-mart. Then he said something really surprising, "So we can just drive for awhile. I got nowhere to be." So we did. And we talked...a lot. I felt a little closer to him and a little more loved which from him feels like...like something I can't even find words to explain. "Yeah I kept saying your name last night and they were like 'You guys must be like best friends' and I was like 'Well yeah but we don't hang a lot just we did today'. It was just a really good friend day, like I don't know just felt really good." I had the stupidest smile on my face and I know it. I was going to drop him off after ice cream but then was convinced into seeing a movie with him.

I know I wasted a day when I should have been doing tons of work but god, for a moment I could finally breathe. I was sitting with the one person who understands me better than myself. The one person who finds all my flaws and mistakes perfect. The one person who can make me laugh and forget everything. I'm just so glad he finally understands how great he is.

1 comment:

Feather Rocketship said...

Doing homework is overrated anyway. :P