I saw the stop sign, that stop broke all the barriers. My heart broken open and I fell into pieces resting my head against the cold leather stirring wheel. Warm tears cutting lines into my pale skin. I lifted my head and tried to drive. White lines blurred with the dark road and bright lights. I couldn't understand why I was crumbling but I knew it hurt, something inside me was screaming. Nobody would respond to my calls so I made a leap. Like I used to always do I jumped head first hoping you would be below to catch me with your love.
"Tell me I'm stupid. That I'm really really stupid."
"You're extremely stupid. Now what did you do."
"Let life overwhelming me."
"Can I come get you?"
As those words light up my screen I lost all words, I lost all thoughts. I drove in silence, only tears racing down my face. Then my phone rang,
"Where are you?"
"I'll be home in like 2 seconds."
"I'll meet you there."
It felt so weird but amazing. It has been so long since he has wanted to be my superman. We laughed and drove and even better we talked. We talked about everything and for once the words shared made me feel loved and wanted. Just the two of us, strange and unquestioning, living for every second.
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