How did I finally manage to find one of the cutest boyfriends ever? Yes I said boyfriend and yes that term scares the living shit out of me. Hahaha. Oh well he makes me happy and so far everyone approves...even Del...well kinda. In the best way that Del can. Back to the boyfriend, him and I had a really long talk...more like me sobbing in his arms and I explained everything from last year. Basically warning him of all the baggage I tend to come with but to him it was nothing and he kissed my head and told me all of those things just made me more amazing. Sometimes I'm surprised by the way he acts and people tell me thats what boyfriends are supposed to do yet I feel like I'm completely spoiled. I had a really long day today and kinda went running into the comfort of his arms. And he handed me a cookie, "because you sounded sad earlier...and because you love cookies."
In even better news, Del and I slightly patched up things. He promised me finally one day we could talk about it. And he finally understands how I'm just struggling with life a bit right now.
Max told Lemon at work the other day why I have been so down. She explained everything from last year. Lemon responded, "You would never look at her and think she went through something like that. But I guess thats why she is such a strong girl now."
I'm still struggling with that past but for some reason the present is making it a lot easier. I have to say I've never been so happy to look back at last year and love that I woke up.
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*high five*
^^ congratss
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This post makes me happy.
*nods*
This post make me feel like cooking XD
I miss you too :(
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