Monday, October 6, 2008

Everyone Needs Somebody Who They Can Pour Their Heart And Soul Into.

I love that song but mainly that line.

So I have absolutely no sleep but I'm completely excited about it. Haha. I was sound asleep, sleeping ever so peacefully when that oh, so recognizable ring tone began to buzz, actually buzzing so much that it feel under my bed. I proceeded to murder my hand between my bed and radiator in an attempt to get it before it finished ringing, though he would have just kept calling until I answered. With a finally reach, "Hello?"
"Hey you."
"What time is it?"
"Umm like 1:30"
"...Fuck you."
But would I hang up, of course not. Damn that boy. He was procrastinating homework and of course when you run out of people to call because it's fucking 1 in the morning, calling Tory is only the best option. He proceeded to harass me about various things (I swear that boy knows more about my life than I ever want him to but some reason I still love him).
"Why do you still try and keep stuff from me?"
"I don't. I just don't tell you. How the fuck did you find out?"
"I have my ways and two it's you. I know you."
We jumped around subjects and for a brief second I paused and realized how much it reminded me of last summer. The nights when him and I would stay up for hours talking about every little thing we could think of. I got the biggest smile across my face....then he started talking about last summer. It turned into a lot of laughing and "fuck you" proceeded by "yes please". So much like last summer. It makes me happy to look at our relationship and know it hasn't changed at all. He is still the big goof I met in 8th grade.
"Hey you should come over."
"One it's 3 in the morning, two it's a school night."
"All the better. And you can drive now."
"I can't. I don't know where my keys are."
"Well then just walk."
"So I can have you worry and panic about me."
"Well I mean...I will try and control myself."
He still worries about me all the time which makes me really happy. We are finally talking more and I feel comfortable calling him and demanded he does stuff with me instead of just waiting for him to call. Yeah it's taken forever but at least it finally happened.
"This is a grand offer on the table."
"Yeah and it's the fucking middle of the night."
"More like early morning."
"Can't we ever hang out at normal hours?"
"I mean I guess we could but that takes part of the fun out of it."
"Why do I always have to be the one to talk you into things?"
"Umm I don't know because I just don't."
"Well it's your turn to start trying."
We both began to fall asleep on the phone until someone moved and woke the other up. I couldn't help but continuously laugh at us.
"Oh come on I can't remember it."
"Well that's your own damn fault."
It was time for both of us to pass out. And for him to finally admit defeat since I refused to come over that late at night. He did but of course left me wide awake the rest of the morning and also with hatred at how he is always right.
"If you don't come over you're gonna be up all morning wishing you had."
How true he was.

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