Once again I'm bored in VHS. I mean maybe I wouldn't be if I tried actually doing my work in the class but I mean really who does that. My attention span is just too short and I get bored sitting in front of a computer. So I thought I would to something else because clearly blogging is a good decision.
Dance has started which sucks but is exciting. I'm really out of shape so I'm hating all my classes since I feel fat and weak in all of them. But I know after a couple weeks my body will readjust to dancing. I'm feel more comfortable with my dancing skills though well at least with the tricks. We now have a conditioning class every Monday which sucks but is a really fun class. Maria doesn't let anyone stop moving or stretching for the whole hour...which turned into a hour and half because she was having too much fun. We had two Dukettes in our lyrical class last night which made me laugh because I can dance better than them. Not trying to brag but seriously they dance like idiots. Stupid Dukettes. I have been hanging around Maria way too much. I'm hoping we don't have a weird ballet this year because I would really like the lead, since I have already been promised it if I want it. Though I'm not completely sure on that yet because I am teaching more classes. It's just going to be a hectic year but I'm almost excited about it. My mom didn't restrict any of my classes since it's my senior year which makes me really happy. So I'm trying really hard to keep up with my school work...well besides avoiding it right now...so that I don't have to drop any classes. Thursday will be my down fall. I have to be at the studio by 4:30 to teach than I teach two classes back to back (which I hate doing) then have 45 minutes to breathe before going into two classes back to back again. So I start at 4:30 and end at 9. It should be exciting.
On the subject of dance, I'm thinking I might not go to college. But I don't know. I just don't know how me and school are going to work out. So I was thinking of taking a year off and studying dance up in NYC. Though everyone just keeps saying why don't I go to a performing arts school which I thought about but they have really high suicide rates which doesn't really interest me. I just don't know what I want to do with my life anymore. It's kinda stressing me out so I hide from it at the studio. Haha.
I got bored in Calculus the other day and started choreographing a piece for the older girls. It's weird calling younger girls older. Okay it makes no sense to anyone else but me. Anyways I had a lot of fun creating the story in my head. I just love the song, Dreaming With A Broken Heart by John Mayer. We'll see what happens with the dance. Maybe Court will let me throw it on them sometime soon.
P.S If anyone has any sweet lyrical music I could really use it.
My hoodie smells like Del which makes me happy and sad. I just realized how long it's been since I've seen him...well scratch that I saw him twice last week. Though for some reason it feels like I haven't. Well besides the fact I "see" him everyday but I mean I never hang out with him, that makes more sense. It's funny how time seems warped when I think about me and Del. Now that I think about it I can remember last weekend though I guess I'm missing part of it since he did wake me up in the middle of the night and convinced me to sneak out while I was half awake. Only him would I do that for. Still I miss him.
2 comments:
Anything you decide to do after HHS, I will support you in. Lots of people take a year or so off before going to college. I mean, look at Camila & William. I hope you won't end up deciding afterward that you don't want to go to college at all, because that can be really risky, but I think you need to do what you feel would help you best. Take your time to think about it, and don't rule out studying dance as an option.
I agree with Aleina. Do what your heart tells you.
Love you and miss you..
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