Cross My Heart, Hope To Die, I Swear I Won't Say What Happened That Night.

I'm disconnected from the world.
I can't get that boy out of my head.
Life is slowing down.
I want Del.
I need to eat more.
Dance needs to start so I can escape.
I have to buy a car.
I found an amazing boy.
I found a friend. :)
I wish I was with him.
I need to get out of this house.
I want to lay in Del's bed.
I haven't touched my English homework.
No quiero estudiar para espanol.
I want to hug him under the stars.
I can't hear from all my loud music.
My thoughts are so far from me.
I wish he wasn't in the hospital.
I wish he would realize it's not his fault.
I want to be there but I'm starting to lose myself.
I need to lay in the sunshine.

EDIT:

"Hey. Whats up?"
"Nothing."
"You near a computer?"
"Yeah...?"
"Good. I found you a new band."
"Yay!"
Of course I love them. Of course I love him. Of course now life seems a little better. Of course his voice sounds like an angel.

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue