Two Kids, One Love, Who Cares If We Make It Up.

I love how people react and also hate them. Okay not really. But seriously are some people just that blind! Well I guess you really are. I pity you. I mean I get the whole being in love thing but really open your eyes once and awhile and listen to the ones close to you. Trust me I know how much it sucks but you need to learn to read a bullshitter. Why do you all think I love Del so much. Hahaha. He taught me how to see through everyone lies. That's how I broke from the cloud but you're just having too much fun in it aren't you. Well when it all comes tumbling down...I might have to laugh at you a little. Let me teach you a lesson, listen to people who have been there before, holds your best friends advice highest, and listen to your head, not your heart. But then you probably look at me and think I know nothing. Sighs. Ask Kana, she listens to all the advice I give because I'm always right except with my own life. But with her life...yeah I called the whole thing.

Well aren't I just back to my realistic view of love. Okay that's a lie. I still hold that high school love is just a load of crap with one except, Aleina and Ben. I really believe they found real love, not just the bull that everyone else talks about. So congrats you guys, you give me hope for the human race.

I really am going to be alone for the rest of forever, aren't I? I'm waaay too much of a bitch, stubborn, bitter, moody...damn. Oh well the Musketeers love me for all those exact reasons so I guess I won't completely be alone.

"Fuck everyone! God damn it."
"Well why don't you tell the class how you really feel?"
At least he finds my random outbursts funny.

Someone asked me about the tattoo the other day and I guess I surprised them with my response.
"Ever after all the shit he put you through, you're still going to put his part of the tattoo on your body...forever."
"It was a lesson. I mean I can't say that I hate him because I don't. I understand why he did what he did, I forgave him, and look at how strong I am now. How many people can say that?"

P.S Just because you tell someone to "shove it up their ass" doesn't make you a bad ass. Try living through something first...or learning how to fight.