Sunday, August 31, 2008

Trying To Hide The Tears, Oh She Just Couldn't Believe It.

That was the hardest experience of my life. Daniel's eyes looked just the same as his used to when he was upset. I didn't care if he wanted me to or not but I wrapped him up in my arms and laid my head on his. I wanted to take all that pain away. I wanted to fix it. Then he said things that shattered my heart and I refused to leave him. I couldn't bare the thought of what would happen if he was alone. I told him he wasn't allowed to drive so I called Nic and asked for a big favor, which I don't know if she gets how amazing she is for coming to get me. I wish I could have stayed with him all night. I wish I could have made sure he slept. I wish...I would fix him. I wish I could help. I hugged him so tightly, and I know both of us didn't want to let go. Walking towards the car he keeps his arm around my waist.

I swear Del has a Tory is crying sense. He called me and I tried hard to pretend I was alright but I couldn't. He tried the hardest to smooth my pain but for once even he couldn't help me. He helped me laugh a little and let me come over. We walked around for awhile and just talked which was really nice.
"What am I going to do with you?"
"Shouldn't have gotten rid of me a long time ago."
"No. You're just way too much fun. In every way possible."

I hate being the one everyone takes care of but nobody seems to need me. Sighs.

1 comment:

Feather Rocketship said...

you are absolutely insane if you think nobody needs you.

You are always taking care of people. It's a fact.