Wednesday, August 6, 2008

So Tonight's The Night We All Roll Along.

"Pleeeease I will love you forever and ever."
"You know I don't mind. I'll be over in a little."

"I found you a new band."
That saying always lights up my face, no matter how hard I try and hide it.

Crashing around, listening to music, watching Youtube, the 3 Musketeers were united again and determined to change. Laying down all smushed in my bed. Smiles on all our faces. Smacking, laughing, joking. Flash, Flash! Pictures of warm heart and much missed company. Nobody got mad, and all hurtful jokes were apologized for. My dad didn't even say a word when he came up and noticed Del laying around me and Max. Hahaha. Of course Del got bored so we moved to driving around. The sky was so clear as I leaned my head back watching the stars move pass the open sunroof. He turned to the Shack and I got confused. Then I got it was clear. My one wish, with all this fighting, crying and pain, my one wish to sit under the stars and forget the everything. To be with the Musketeers and just feel loved unconditionally. Of course he takes my wish and makes it a reality. Sitting on that dock I swear the whole world stopped and I just breathed.

"She just rips all my self confidence and everything away."
"You shouldn't let her do that. But if it helps you looked really good in those rolled up sweat pants."

Now I sit here feeling completely loved and utterly at a loss for words. Though I can say I'm down a shirt because Del liked it so I gave it to him because I was right he looked really good in it. Secondly he stole my fucking Vans! I knew the minute he saw them he would fall in love with them and want to wear them. But it's cool I stole a pair of jeans. Him and I seriously need to stop wearing the same sizes in basically everything.

P.S He called us all the Musketeers. I'm glad he uses our nickname.

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