"I can't stop crying. I'm so terrified. I don't want to see him."
"Why?"
"Because I don't want those feelings to come rushing back. I've worked so hard to get to this place all summer. I can't lose it and I'm so scared that I will."
"Those feeling will come back but I promise you're stronger now. You're a different girl."
"But what if I do fall back. What if I fail again. What if I'm the fuck up like I was last year. ...what if I do something stupid to lose you and Del again."
"You weren't a fuck up. And I promise Del and I aren't going anyway. You have a piece of us and we have a piece of you, nothing can change that."
"But it's that feeling in the back of my head. I just know something will go wrong...I just know it's too good to be true. I can't have you both forever...I just know it."
"I hate to break it to you but you will. Both of us care way too much to ever leave you for even a minute."
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listen to her. she's right. you're strong and you're not a fuck up and it's not too good to be true. you can succeed, you can keep your head up, I know you can.
remember, this year's going to be a good year. you're not going to let it be like last year. :)
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