My friend Corey got in a horrible car accident this morning. So I was woken up to Dale and Daniel texting me a million messages. About what happened, how he was doing, where he was. I mean I'm not really close to Corey and mainly was listening to the boys because I know they both really needed someone to talk to. Dale is all shaking by it and Daniel is blaming himself for it. I felt terrible. I couldn't be there for any of them but I tried my hardest.
Suddenly I was hit by a wave of reality. What if something happened to him? How would I ever know? Would anyone tell me? Would it pass though anyone's mind that I should know? I know he decided we couldn't be a part of each other lives. But it doesn't mean I don't love him or care about him. Someone promise if something ever happens to him that I'll be the first to know.
I've never had something shake me so hard.
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