I Don't Mind That You're Holding My Hand, You Say You Love Me, So Just Let It Out.

Everything is alright, everything turned out fine. He is always right. :)

I'm finally at the place I want to be in life. I'm still struggling but I'm finally seeing the good in the struggle. I'm happier than I have been in a long time. Things still bother me but I have learned how to talk it out and fix it myself. How to let things go when I'm holding on for too long. How if someone really loves you they don't get mad when you speak your feelings, they don't drop you, and they push you to bring out the best in yourself. I found real people. I found people that accept me for every little piece of me. I can say "more stupider" only for them to laugh at me for it. I can cry my eyes out for a little problem and they just hold me.

I no longer get jealous of the other girls that think they are such good friends with you. Because I know that they can't have you the way I do. You don't share secrets with them, you don't take care of them when they are worried, you don't rush to rescue them. You don't let them stand out the sunroof just to scream and feel like they are flying. I'm special, the Musketeers are special, and nobody can ever take that from us.

And I swear if he sells that car I want first dibs on it.