Tira stands behind her, the drawer open, she found them. "Oh come on, it's right there. It's within your reach." The room behinds to spin, confusion fills her head. Nobody seems within a million miles. And who would know if she just slipped up a little, right? A chain rattling brakes her thought, slamming the drawer shut. "You okay?" There was that soothing voice, there was the clam within the storm, there he was.
"Ummm yeah I am."
"Okay."
"Actually wait...I need a hug."
Rolling his eyes, he figured it out. He knew that thought was there, he knew she was fighting again. Pulling her close he whispers those perfect words, "You're gonna be okay," then he is gone.
Time passes as she sits curled in the corner. Rocking herself back and forth, fighting with Tira. She knows she can win this, she won't give up. She wonders around looking for them. Dots curled on the bathroom floor, handing her water and rubbing her back slowly. Dots face stained with the same pain that still burn so familiar in her soul. Leaving Dots to make sure he is okay. Music blasting, she creeps around the corner. Stopping to let her eyes change to the darkness. Turning down the music and walking close to him, she puts her hand on his back. He is breathing and she stops worrying a little. Turning to leave she is stopped, "Hey you. Come lay with me." Hanging up the phone she walks towards him and sits down beside him. "Oh you were on the phone. I thought you were talking to me...in that case," he rolls over and begins to get up. "No you don't," she pulls him back down "you can't leave me." Falling over him, she finds herself laying her head on his chest, she can hear his heart beating. Closing her eyes she feels safe again, his arms wrap around her, "I wouldn't leave you." She whispers, "I love you," She snuggles into that place in his arm then the most beautiful thing happened, time stopped and together they breathed.
We're a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cuz
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
You were there when I needed love and
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
God thank you, thank you
I will remember you
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