Her stomach turns,
she shakes trying to move her fingers to form words.
She is crying,
terrified by her mind.
What if it all goes wrong?
What will she do?
Before the words leave her mouth,
tears leave her eyes.
Suddenly the words spill without an order,
escaping faster then she can think.
"I'm just so afraid...
that I'm going to lose you.
And I just have so much happening right now.
You are so amazing.
You always take care of me
even if it's a weird way.
I don't care about her
or what you did...
but I'm afraid you'll leave me.
That I'll suddenly not be good enough
or you think she is a better friend
or more fun to be with.
I just....
I care about you so much.
I honestly don't know what I'd do...
if I lost you."
A pause.
The pause passes as if hours.
He speaks,
"Have you ever thought...
that those feelings
could go both ways."
A smile.
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