Short post do to the fact it's really late.
Rehearsal was extremely long and I wasn't much in the mood for it. Had the worst panic attack I have had in a long time but I ran to someone and they fixed it quickly. (Thanks).
Took Max out to dinner and we ate our weight in french fries and frosties. Then feeling extra fat she took me home.
Laid around debating doing homework, which I did none of, took a shower because I was sick of sitting in my own sweat. Then I was suddenly awake so I was like damn it.
So what do you do when you can't sleep?
Take a walk.
Umm it was about 2 hours but amazingly lovely. Probably not one of my best ideas but I went with it. I haven't felt this relaxed for a long time though it will all be gone by tomorrow. (I totally forgot that I have a pre-cal test tomorrow and the English SOL. Hmm that could be a problem.) I thought about a lot of things walking and I ended up with a weird feeling. I was happy but I just realized how far I feel from Del and that gives me a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.
So I'm gonna wrap myself in the hoodie that smells like his bed, lay in mine and pretend it's his and that I've fallen back on him and he is holding me close. Then I'll sleep.
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