Our Love Was Comfortable And So Broken In.

So upon a request I have started a new blog. :)

I'm keeping the other one which will be mostly just pictures which I feel like most people won't ever look at but thats okay. This is my mind blog. Just a place to be able to write everything out, a place to tell who I am and who I'm becoming.

I have been going through a lot again because of events that happened to me. I'm such a hypocrite when it comes to my own problems. I always tell everyone else that you cannot run from what hurts you have to face head on. Yes facing things are harder but once it's over thats it. Running can take you our whole life and you'll never truly be happy. Well thats exactly what I'm doing running and suppressing. I have found every single way to be destructive to myself. Now don't worry it's nothing like that. It's small things like telling myself bad things about myself. I'm slowly realizing I can't do this anymore or I will be the reason behind my own down fall.

This break couldn't have come sooner because I'm not sure what would have happened if I hadn't gotten away. So here I lay in a comfy bed next to Emse wasting time away the best way we know how.

While trying to write my paper for Tueting my tremors came back and kicked my ass. I have a horrible headache now. Ugh I hate those damn things. I feel like I'm about to get one again so I'm gonna try and stop it.

Peace, Love.