3,000 miles away and I still can't run form the feelings in my heart. I'm trying harder and harder to suppress them in a healthy way time till I have time to fix them. But alas I fail. My mind wonders before I slip off to dreams. Sitting on the tub for long time my reflection speaks my feelings. I'm trying hard not to allow for it to get under my skin but it will take all my strength not to let that happen. I'm hoping expressing it will make it easier.
I have found one of the hardest things in life to do. Walking away from someone. What only makes it harder is when they are the ones that want you to be walking away. I never have left someone I love, no matter how much I fuck up, they fuck up or I should just leave. I won't do it. Now I stand at a cross road where you put me. You told me to go so now I'm leaving. I'm hoping you'll stick to your word that this is only temporary and you will want me back in your life in the future. I'm hoping by me leaving like you ask you realize how much I love you. And how much I'll miss you. But know I'm always near by and if I'm not I will come running back when you need me. So now I wonder off to get lost in the world.
Just promise me that one day you'll come looking for me.
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